Have a look at the UK Jesuit's calendar which features Pedro Arrupe SJ for the month of February including an audio reflection HERE.
In the Hands of God
More than ever I find myself in the hands of God.Pedro Arrupe composed the above prayer after he suffered a debilitating stroke, the effects of which he patiently endured for the final ten years of his life.
This is what I have wanted all my life from my youth.
But now there is a difference;
the initiative is entirely with God.
It is indeed a profound spiritual experience
to know and feel myself so totally in God’s hands.